Standing in the middle, all around are walls, all around is a fortress, your fortress-self. Nobody is allowed to come closer, the other is the enemy for trying to eat you, for trying to have you or help you or for trying to be there, it all equals to people are the enemy for they want something from you. Never thought that the other is the friend, that he wants to give as well as take, not in a war-hostage situation, more in a-give-me-a-hug,-I'll-you-the-reasons way. Never thought of it and that's why the only method is to shoot away. The moment you see a person coming, you kick him really hard. If he insists, you find the best reasons to mak